I know, I know, I'm not posting frequently. Well, let me tell you it's been a hard past 3 weeks. I've been having a bit of a rough time. Which is why I have made the consecutive decision to keep my gaming stories under wraps, at least until I feel better. I was almost all the way feeling hunky-dory, then I had a nightmare (I know, I'm 14, I shouldn't be having nightmares, etc.) that made me plummet into awful feelings all over again.
You probably want to hear my nightmare right? Okay, well that is something I can share with you. So, all the nerds and I were camping under the stars. My dream self woke up and looked to my left. Ryan was laying there motionless, in a pool of blood that was his. I screamed for help and grabbed him to see if he was alive in any way. I looked down the row to see if anyone else was hurt and Tyler was the same way. I started screaming and bawling for help. The paramedics declared them dead on the scene and I started having a panic attack. It then flashed to my laptop screen and I clicked on my Yahoo inbox. I had an unread email from Ryan that read: "I know, A ghost emailing you, bizarre I suppose. I can tell you that Tyler and I love it here in heaven, but would much rather be on Earth with the rest of you guys. It was awful that I was murdered, I mean, because I had a great life and it was going to get better. But I have a big question: why would you kill two people you loved? I hope the police don't actually think it was you, because I have a feeling it wasn't you. I love you, forever and always-Ryan" Now, you may be saying, "Why would the cops think it was you?". Well, it was because I was the first one awake. Let me just say, when I woke up from this dream, I cried for a long time...anywho, time for usuals!
OBSESSION:
Happy Wheels Run-through by Daneboe- they are so funny, like I was LITERALLY in tears from this. TIMMY NOOOOOOOOOO!!! :)
QUOTE:
"Have you ever noticed how you get tired after crying? It's like your body is saying "Okay, it's time to shut down for a bit and take a break""-Unknown
SONGS:
Diana-The Sounds (damn it Grace!)
What Makes You Beautiful-One Direction (damn it Ari!)
Dance With Me Tonight-Olly Murs (damn it Hilary!)
UPDATE: I WILL HAVE VERY SPACY POSTS BECAUSE OF SOFTBALL. I APOLOGIZE IN ADVANCE! BUT I LOVE ALL YOUR SUPPORT FOR MY BLOG!
YOU GUYS ARE AMAZING! Love you, forever and always-E
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