So I am often asked "If you change one thing from this week, what would it be?" I would change that I ever got out of bed on Tuesday. Everyone knows that I am a Christian in some form or another, and I have always been and always will be for LGBTQ (Lesbian, Gay, Bi-Sexual, Transgender, Queer). I decided that the upcoming Monday I would join the GSA (Gay/Straight Alliance). Someone told Evan, who absolutely HATES LGBTQ. For the last 2 days, he has said awful things to me like that I was going to burn in hell and that God hates me and he has put Noah and Ryan on edge. Noah and Ryan both agree with me, but Ryan has been the one to hold me back and I mean physically. Like stuck his arm out and told me "He's not worth it Ericka. Do what you believe." So, now Evan decided to start talking to me, because he's worried "I'm going down the wrong path". I told him to mind his own business, let make my own decisions, and if I fall down and injure myself, I will recover and get back up as soon as I'm ready. I can't forgive him after he had me at home crying for 4 hours every night this week. I can't get hurt again, not after Jesse, not after Ryan, I can't do it. But, on the bright side, we might have a snow-day tomorrow! The principal did give us a false sense of hope during 7th block, though. He said "We are shutting this place down......................at 3:10." I almost cried I was so sad. So, overall, a medium week.
QUOTE:
"Happiness can be found in the darkest of situations, if one only remembers to turn the light on."-Dumbledore
SONGS:
Bad Kids-Lady GaGa
3AM-Matchbox Twenty
Hide and Seek-Imogen Heap
OBSESSION:
INSPIRATION FOR TOUGH TIMES-it's a little notebook Grace made, but I contribute to. I have so many quotes I want to add.
INSPIRATOR:
Lady GaGa. 'Nuff said.
Awww girl cheer up you have a snow day it's time to celebrate!!! Don't worry that homophobe kid will get what comming to him.
ReplyDeletewe never ended up having a snow day. and now the homophobic kid won't say anything to me or look at me, which is ironic, since we both play Dungeons And Dragons in the same group of friends.
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